You are a poisoner of minds
A speaker deep inside my mind
I find me waking up at night
Trying to find
What you are doing in my mind

You are the shadow that I fear
'Cause you are always very near
You're returning with the rain
And it's raining again
And I embrace it as a friend

It's not why
It's not how
I could grab this raincoat and ask you out
But I try
Not to float with you and walking blind
Won't give in to myself one more time
It's this stupid fight
That's keeping me alive

You are the shadow that I fear
'Cause you are always very near
You're returning with the rain
And it's raining on me again
And I embrace it as a friend

Don't say anything
'Cause what you say pushes me to the edge
I'm falling down
No more words
Stop now
Stop now

So I won't fall apart again

It's not why
It's not how
I could grab this raincoat and ask you out
But I try
Not to float with you and walking blind
Won't give in to myself one more time
It's this stupid fight
That's keeping me alive